The following multi-channel video is a visual representation of my relationship to my trans-ness through my experience binding. As two videos are presented side by side, my breathing is rarely ever in sync with itself, as the binder compresses my chest therefore suffocating my breathing to a minimal inhale and exhale. As I explore this need to change my body, the binder offers a sense of comfort in its own discomfort. The two channels are meant to display a separation within myself, out of sync with my own body, constantly fighting between my trans-ness and my physical form.